Welcome to My World

(Part 1) This post is dedicated to you, the two letters of my name. It's been like 10 years since I know you from the start. I still remember seeing you in the corridor during the beginning of our high school. A lot of people had been talking about you, but I didn't know you at all and I didn't even have any interest to get to know you. That first "hello" from you at Facebook message, continued to Messenger, and exchanged phone number occured at one glance. It seems I have known you for some times, and we always laugh everytime we talk. We used to have the same display picture, teasing one another about who's the "ugliest" and have our own nickname everytime we call one another. But when we met face to face, there is no words came from our mouth. Just seeing each other with a smile while our heart was beating so fast. Too shy to say hi, but deep down we both know we're so happy even just to see each other from a distance. We used to have th...

Few days ago, I just got the news that my grandma has passed away. She was 97 year old and I guess she has already lived long enough and it's time for her to rest. No more pain from her sickness, and nothing to worry anymore cause she has left with peace. It made me think of how time flies. I don't have any grandparents now which kinda made me sad. There are a lot of childhood memories that I could remember with my grandmas and grandpas but I guess good things always come to an end. My grandpa from mom's side passed away before I was born, so I didn't have any memories with him while for my grandma, there are a lot of memories with her. I still remember every Chinese New Year, we would gather in her house. She would prepare the best meals that she cooked with my aunties, preparing a lot of fruits, making sure all our tummy was full. She loves to give us money randomly so my cousins and I can go to the market to buy some snacks for ourselves without telling our paren...

Let's do some flashback stories that made me decide to be here, pursuing one year of study in the country that I used to hate lol. I still remember when I went for vacation to China in 2015, I always complain about the weather, the people, the culture, basically everything. And here I am, decided to study here voluntarily. After a few weeks, I think China is not that bad haha. Most common questions that people ask me: "Why suddenly China?" So here we go. Since I graduated from uni, I always want to explore to another country cause I like travelling A LOT. I have considered to pursue master in Sydney, got my acceptance letter, but at the end I didn't take it. The reason was the school fee was quite expensive and I didn't want to trouble my parents anymore although I'm sure they're willing to help me. I didn't want them to do it. Hence, I decided to continue working, save more money in order to invest something for my future plans later. When you s...

Hello there, It's been too long since I write anything in my previous blog so here I am, decided to start blogging again by creating the new one (because I forgot the password from my old account lol) I guess there are a lot of good things that I like about writing in the blog. I can practice my writing skill, record all the things for memories, and to reflect back about my life. My first blog account was created in 2010, means I was 16 back then and now I'm 24!! OMG, time flies!! As I read all those gloomy and happy moments in my life, I started to treasure people whom I meet, memories that have created, lessons learnt from the past experiences, and most importantly God's favours and grace that always been there for me (: Let's do some throwback to my old blog post. I wrote about the experience of having heart-break for the first time during high school hahaha, I felt like I was at the lowest point of my life, scared of falling in love, and think all guys were th...