Selah
One word to describe how's my journey here "unexpected". In terms of studying, making friends, or trying to earn money, I think God really taking care of me. I know I have been thinking a lot about so many things and I realised my human behaviour which tries to figure it out everything always be there. However at the same time, there are a lot of new things that He revealed to me too especially when I spent my time alone.
After coming back from Australia, I gained all my courage to talk to some people here about starting a cell group. I never thought about this at all! Honestly, everyone in my previous cell group knew, I'm the passive one. I always be the listener, even in a discussion, I will just keep my mouth shut and try to absorb everything that I heard. But God works in a "weird" way right? Suddenly I have the courage to ask each person about my intention of having a cell group. Thankfully, the responses was good. So here I am, trying to be a cell group leader which I knew God is the one who helps me with this.
We started the cell group once in two weeks, I never imagine before that I will share about His greatness in front of some people. I'm grateful I have been through the ups and downs in life and share it with others makes me think if "they should know and feel His greatness as well." It's not about how fluent I spoke, or how good is the message, but it's about how Holy Spirit lead the way to bless each of us. I have been bless through this experience as well. He really equips me with the right amour so I can share His greatness to others as well.
Interesting experience that happened to me, when I have prepare what to share to them, somehow I can talk about the other things that I didn't prepare at all. I do think it's not come out from myself but it's from the Holy Spirit that guides me. Another things, when they felt blessed about what I have been shared to them, I believe it's not by my words. It's the Holy Spirit as well who touched their hearts. Isn't it amazing? We just His vessels after all, just need to have a heart fully for Him and His love will overflow within us.
There's time that I feel empty, and I always go running to clear my thoughts. Do you know why I like running so much these days? Cause when I run, I did not run alone. I run with God, He always reveal new things to me while I'm running. I remember when I feel stuck, not sure what's next after this, He reveal to me that walking with God is like running in the dark. We didn't see the end goal, but God gives us the light so each step that we make, He makes sure we are still in His guidance. Just keep running, just keep being faithful in what He has in store for us now.
I'm grateful for the time here, it's really a break for me to dedicate my time spend with God. The time when I let God to use me more, the time that God reveals something inside myself to be a blessing for others, the time when I have more intimate relationship with God. I guess it's my "selah" time and I really want to treasure it.
After coming back from Australia, I gained all my courage to talk to some people here about starting a cell group. I never thought about this at all! Honestly, everyone in my previous cell group knew, I'm the passive one. I always be the listener, even in a discussion, I will just keep my mouth shut and try to absorb everything that I heard. But God works in a "weird" way right? Suddenly I have the courage to ask each person about my intention of having a cell group. Thankfully, the responses was good. So here I am, trying to be a cell group leader which I knew God is the one who helps me with this.
We started the cell group once in two weeks, I never imagine before that I will share about His greatness in front of some people. I'm grateful I have been through the ups and downs in life and share it with others makes me think if "they should know and feel His greatness as well." It's not about how fluent I spoke, or how good is the message, but it's about how Holy Spirit lead the way to bless each of us. I have been bless through this experience as well. He really equips me with the right amour so I can share His greatness to others as well.
Interesting experience that happened to me, when I have prepare what to share to them, somehow I can talk about the other things that I didn't prepare at all. I do think it's not come out from myself but it's from the Holy Spirit that guides me. Another things, when they felt blessed about what I have been shared to them, I believe it's not by my words. It's the Holy Spirit as well who touched their hearts. Isn't it amazing? We just His vessels after all, just need to have a heart fully for Him and His love will overflow within us.
There's time that I feel empty, and I always go running to clear my thoughts. Do you know why I like running so much these days? Cause when I run, I did not run alone. I run with God, He always reveal new things to me while I'm running. I remember when I feel stuck, not sure what's next after this, He reveal to me that walking with God is like running in the dark. We didn't see the end goal, but God gives us the light so each step that we make, He makes sure we are still in His guidance. Just keep running, just keep being faithful in what He has in store for us now.
I'm grateful for the time here, it's really a break for me to dedicate my time spend with God. The time when I let God to use me more, the time that God reveals something inside myself to be a blessing for others, the time when I have more intimate relationship with God. I guess it's my "selah" time and I really want to treasure it.
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